Monday, June 26, 2006
as usual, after coming back to sg, usually i fall sick one de... and here i am.. SICK again.. sigh.. 2mrw must go and see doctor.. :(
i haven't unpacked my things yet. great.
hmm.. anyway, i just got one of the things from my wishlist!! red adidas raul photo tee!! omg.. it was like so cool eh.. thanks to Tina, Adith, Astrid, Yoko, Nia, Daniel, Ping and Ivan.. loveyouloveyou guys! :)
oh ya, i also wanna say happy 20th birthday to OEI GRACE YUNITA :) woohoo~ makin sukses aja ya gracee.. udah lama qta ga ketemu yah.. hehe..and yeah.. just received one piece of bad news.. sigh.. hope he'll be alright. press on, ya.. :)
i dunno what to say anymore.. think just end off here.. haha.. need to take a rest.. gdnitez everyone.. signing off.. bzzzzttt.... :)
~ half the sugar, double the spice ~
11:36 PM<3
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 hmm.. i do not know what is wrong with my stomach.. everytime also got stomach ache.. duh.. stoopid.......... okay, back to work. tata ppl~ ~4 more days, press on! :)~
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Friday, June 09, 2006
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Saturday, June 03, 2006 well.. this photo really reminds me of my prelims days.. haha.. this photo was taken on the night before i had my geography prelim, if am nt wrong.. i was a bit frustrated that time, thought surely could not finish studying.. but in the end, i did not really flunk it.. haha.. hmm.. move on.. yeah.. where was i? hmm..oh ya.. i have not been studying for the past 3 or 4days.. oh no!! i have not touched my holiday homework!! argh!! then have not studying for the upcoming common test.. =( then, still have the investiture things.. oh, there is something that i think is quite funny about this investiture thing. i just received a reply e-mail from this particular school. this particular school wanted to inform that they cannot come for our investiture.. and the funny thing is that, they start the e-amil by writing "Dear President" haha.. well.. both the recipients *my friend and i* in fact are not the president.. hmm.. but i really respect those schools who really made the effort to send us a reply whether they are coming for our investiture or not =) well, it makes our jobs easier, at least.. even i have not received any replies from my secondary school =( hmm.. so far, i think there are around 12 or 13 schools confirm coming for our investiture. and each school is sending 2reps.. hmm.. i dunno whether there are more to come or... we'll just wait and see.. but, if possible, i really want to make this investiture as grand and memorable as possible.. hope that everyone can cooperate and feel the same way too.. =) hmm.. these few days are quite boring.. seriously. suddenly i just have this kind of weird feeling. meet no one. see no one. talk face-to-face to no one, except my hostelmate of course. omg. this is so boring. sigh.. i wish that i can go home earlier. i miss home. badly. =( but, somehow, there is no something like wow-i-want-to-go-back atmosphere.. maybe, i just do not want to be over excited over this idea of going home. since i will be home for only 6days.. =( i DO miss home.. =(
Friday, June 02, 2006
Thanks guys.. well, hmm.. let’s see.. hmm.. lotsa thanks to my dad, my mom, my sis, my bro, demmi, adrian, tina, pupi, tephen, aldo, venny, chendra, celly, yurie, kenvin, vina, nita, ci ellen, yoko, fadhli, ivan, budi, bule, oching, cia2, chinghoon, ius, novi, emi, edo, mel2, yoan, efendy, astrid, tepho, adith, ricky.. :) hmm, did i miss out anyone? well, if i did, really sorry.. did not mean to, but really thanks guys! :) *did not expect most of u to rmb my bdae though*
anyway, today i went to LaVerna, to the 'rumah retret' there... it felt nice after 3 years never went there.. last time i went there was when i had this 'retreat' with my junior high sch friends.. hmm.. miss those moments though.. =) went there with aldo, venny, rikky, ganda, joko, feli, doni, dewa.. they are such a bunch of nice ppl.. :)
oh, yesterday night, after went out to eat, my treat of course haha, then we went to aldo's house.. there were some guys staying overnight there.. haha.. then we chit-chatted for a while, then we had karaoke session!! woohoo!! nice nice!! haha.. i reached home at around 12+, i guess.. haha.. then waited for him to misscall me once he reached home until i fell asleep. found out that this smarty here forgot to turn on his handphone when he was charging it. aih. haha..
this evening had a 'h2h' session with this person. oh well.. time flies. serious. i can still rmb clearly those times we spent together, so can this person. we recalled our memories back to those years. oh man.... i really really really really miss them... =]
hmm.. doesn't it hurt when u're already flying up in the sky then suddenly you have to fall, go dwon to the earth again? or even deeper than the earth? YES.
~will always love you~
12:52 AM<3
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haha.. finally.. anyway, let me tell you what happened today...
this morning, i was damn pissed off by one of the guards in changi.. he asked me to move here and there for nothing. wth. he got problem with me, is it? he gave me attitude, then i gave him back lor.. i then looked at him, giving him that i-can-kill-you-anytime-you-know look.. then i just ignored him and did not let him spoil my mood..
thought my plane would be delayed as it was rainig quite heavily, but it was not.. thank God! =) and, i reached soekarn-hatta at around 11++, indo time =) them met my brother with his girlfriend.. talked cock with them until 3+.. then took the shuttle bus to terminal 1.. checked-in, then talked cock with them again.. then boarded, waited in the waiting room actually...until this nice lady made the announcement that my flight was delayed for half an hour.. oh great. i was damn estatic when i thought i could go home, but this thing.. argh! but nevermind.. luckily it was only half an hour... then i just found out that actually the woman sitting beside me was my mom's friend.. lols...
kk, then, boarded the plane... bla bla bla.. finally... reached LAMPUNG! hahaha.. so niceeeeeee!!! my dad, mom and sis had already waited for me.. hehe.. then, we went to a book store to buy something for my sister since she is going to participate in another drawing competition tomorrow.. haha.. she is damn good =)
then, we went to eat at RAJA KURING =) ate grilled fish, kangkung, squid, 'karedok', oxtail soup etc... ahhhh, so nice... and my mom promised me to cook crab for me tomorrow!! ahhh.. so nice.. hehehe..
oh anyway, during the flight from jakarta to lampung, there was this smarty arse whose handphone kept ringing.. dumbo.. don't this smarty here knows that we cannot turn on any two way devices during the flight.. huh.. endangered our lives lor.. haha..
anyway, i gotta go now.. damn tired and sleepy.. haha.. woohoo, can enjoy my super comfy bed!! haha.. ohh, and i love my dogs.. oza rocks!! =)
~i simply LOVE my home =)~
12:46 AM<3
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now, at least i have packed 7/8 of my stuffs, haha.. what an achievement! haha.. after lazing around for dunno how many days, finally am almost done! haha..
anyway, hmm.. last nite i could not sleep.. until 4.30 a.m... then i woke up at 7.. found out that there was something wrong with my stomach, kept on going to toilet every 5minutes... and my gastric was also damn painful.. decided not to go for rehearsal.. or else, i would be suffering like hell... hahaha...
well.. i could not wait to go home.. haha.. my mom had asked the maid to clean up my room, and put on the bedsheet.. then, she had ordered super nice fish cakes!! *drools* haha..
let's see.. plans when i am alr at home..
- once reach home, then shower, then go have dinner outside.. grilled fish, kangkung belacan, etc... *drools again* haha..
- the next day, my mom had promised to have crabs for lunch! yay!! and pempek (fish cakes) in the morning.. hehe..
- buy new shoes =)
- go salon, do sth to my hair, again.. haha..
- MUST go out with my buddies!!! yay!! =)
- talk on the phone with 'someone' until very late.. lols =P
- ka jiao my dogs!! haha.. and i want to see the 2 new dogs!! haha..
- shop shop shop and shop.. lols.. what else?? indo is like super cheap la.. haha.. x)
- sleeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppppp!!! hahaha.. have a good rest, for sure.. =)
haha.. i sound very excited, don't i? haha..
anyway, last nite, 16/06/06, at around 04.04 a.m., suddenly i received an sms.. opened it, from yuhe.. he said happy birthday to me.. then i was like, huh, today is 16th june eh.. he got the wrong date! haha.. then i just replied him, said thanks and told him that my birthday is actually on the 19th, not 16th.. hehe.. then we talked for a while, then i KO-ed.. could not tahan anymore.. haha.. then i slept! haha..
oh, i just messaged my mom, asked her to help to wake me up at 6.30... haha.. am afraid i cannot wake up in the morning.. haha.. my mom is damn nice, right? =)
anyway, i shall continue with my packing now.. and if possible, tomorrow i'll blog from the airport.. haha.. goodnite people, tata~ =)
~indo, here i come!!! =)~
1:00 AM<3
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- woke up late, set alarm at 6.30, but snoozed it, then woke up at 7
- had a bad stomach ache (these few days, my gastric has caused me a lot of trouble, geez..)
- had breakfast, while waiting for ivan
- reached school at 8.20
- gathered, chose songs for walk-in and walk-up the stage
- rehearsals
- lunch
- rehearsals again (quite fun actually,hehe..)
- helped out with decorations (cut the music notes and painted it! so FUNNN!!!)
- went home at around 8
- received my tickets home *FINALLY* :)
- helped kusumo to do something
- typing this entry
- going to do my maths homework *HAVE TO FINISH IT* :)
hmm.. quite summarised, right? haha.. anyway, am going back to indo this saturday, 17june 2006, Adam Air, KI983, 10.45 a.m., terminal 1 Changi (singapore) to terminal 2 Soekarno-Hatta (indo).. yeah.. cannot wait to go home.. haha :)
~you might think am happy, but deep inside am bleeding~
11:20 PM<3
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anyway, finally i have time to upload these pics..
1. neoprints.. some of the 26th + su sian from the 25th
2. welfarian ladies :)
3. welfare 25th/26th + ms eileen tan.. minus ivan.. :)
1:18 AM<3
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we were laming around *haha*, taking some 'cute' pictures.... adn the best part was when we were looking at the sky and pointing at one spot, even though there was nothing there.. okay, it was for fun only, but there were some passers-by who were just curious about what we were pointing at, and then they looked at the sky as well.. taraaaaaaaaaa... :)
then, we went to watch CARS.. the movie is nice, i can say.. amusing. (:
after that, went home, the gate was locked and the security guard was not there. great. tried to call the office and the duty master handphone, but to no avail. but, in the end i could get into my hostel. thanks to some of my hostelmates who did not mind leaving the tv lounge, only to help me open the door. :)
hmm.. today, went to school for investiture meeting. then, borrowed jethro's locker key to put my laptop inside, then few of us went to eat. after that, went back to the school, took my laptop.. then, some of us were waiting for zhong ru to turn up since we want to have a surprise birthday party for him, but in the end he never turned up, haha.. ooh, anyway,, Happy Birthday, ZR :)
today received one piece of bad news. haiz.. nevermind, shall not talk about this.
oh, after that i went home, had my dinner and was surprised to find out that actually Ivan is already in sg.. wah, so nice.. now at least i have a friend in hostel! yay!! haha.. not that alone anymore, lols.. =P
hmm, then did some of maths holiday hw assignment, but after did some questions, then suddenly fell asleep.... zzz... lols.. then, woke up and here i am.. typing this entry.. haha..
hmm.. tomorrow maybe going out to buy my dad's stuff. before that maybe going to hcibs to meet tina, take my thing from her.. and she's going back soon.. on monday, to be exact.. aih... and i still have around 6more days to go.. haha.. hmmmmm.....
okay, continue sleeping now.. ciaoz people.. :)
~making up my mind~
1:49 AM<3
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pada awalnya mereka semua orang2 yang enak buat diajak kerjasama.. cuma entah kenapa jadinya malah begini.. barusan gw sempet mikir.. apa iya gw terlalu baik ama mereka.. and mereka memanfaatkan kebaikan yang gw kasih?? gw ga mau marah sama mereka, karena udah ada bbrpa orang yang bilang ke gw kalo mereka uda stress gitu dengan hal2 ini.. sbnrnya gw pengen teriak ke mereka, kalo kalian aja uda stress begini doang, gimana dgn gw?? gw tyap hari dikejer2 ama guru buat update mereka, dan jelasin ke mereka kenapa kalian semua nunda2 semua deadline yang uda ditentuin??? dan udah gitu, gw masi mau ngebantu kalian semua ngerjain banyak hal.. cuma kalo gw ngomong begitu, gw cuma takut kalian malah tambah stress nti.. itu salah satu alesan kenapa gw mencoba super baik dan super sabar ama kalian.. cuma rasanya belakangan ini kalian malah memanfaatkan itu semua.. jujur aja, gw sakit ati dgn ini semua.. kenapa rasanya cuma gw yang semangat akan semua ini????? dan kalian ngelakuin apa yang kalian lakuin ini semata2 demi nyelesaiin tugas dan dikejer2 deadline???
well, mungkin disini gw seakan2 menyalahkan kalian semua.. sigh.. maap ini mah, cuma emang gw beneran lagi kesel.. gw sih cuma minta kalian untuk lebih bekerjasama dgn gw.. dan coba ngga terlalu tergantung dgn gw.. well, sounds terlalu 'wah' banget.. cuma, emang itu beneran yang gw rasain.. bbrpa orang terlalu tergantung dgn gw.. dan parahnya, beberapa orang ga mau kerja kalo ga dikejer2 dulu..
anyway, skrg gw di cluster sepi banget.. orang2 pada uda pada pulang gitu.. jadi kangen rumah juga.. =( pengen pulang.. pengen ketemu ma bo-nyok, adek gw ama koko gww di airport seenggaknya.. at least, kalo misalnya gw lagi down kayak gini ada mereka.. dan skrg gw beneran ngerasa kayak 'sendiri' gitu.. well, gw ga tw mau cerita2 ama sapa pun.. krna mungkin aja kalo gw cerita pun mereka mungkin bakal bosen ngedengerin cerita gw, ato malah ngga ngerti kenapa gw bisa ngerasa begini.. =(
~am all alone, missing home, want to go back asap~
12:30 AM<3
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haha.. am so HAPPY today :) i was sms-ing with 2 of my best friends in Bogor, Nita and Pupi.. and i foundd out that Nita is going to go to my province, Lampung, on the 18th!! yay!! and i asked her to stay over at my house for few days.. and she agreed to it!! yay!! as long as her parents allow her to stay over at my house and she really does not have to be present during the release of the national exam result.. :) and am sure that my parents have no objection over this thing, since they know i usually geet bored very often at home.. haha..
and Pupi, i am still sms-ing with her right now :) she's still in Bogor now, alone.. coz everyone is already going back to their own province.. it is quite sad to know that she is alone right now.. oh, and just fyi, this girl has really2 similar behaviours, ways of thinking, interests, etc.. and the coolest thing is that both of us were born on the same day!! 19th June 1988!! yay!! haha.. :) oh, and she was chosen as the most beautiful babe during her prom!! wow, i got a hot babe as my 'tweenie'.. :) congratz,babe!
i really miss both of them.. the last time i met them was ermm.. let me recall.. around october 2003.. and it's like amost 3years ago.. omg.. time really flies :)
hmm.. okie, now am blogging and doing my portfolio at the same time.. haha.. typical of a Gemini, always multi-task.. just hoping that i do not my portfolio on my blog and type my blog entry on my portfolio.. *oh, how stupid can i get if i really do that?* haha.. am really stuck with my portfolio.. i really do not know how to do this.. what on earth is theory of discrimination..
oh, while talking about discrimination.. it reminds me of RUU APP, some laws which against porn, which is now becoming the super HOT topic discussed in Indonesia.. well, if the government really says YES to this thing, sigh.. i really do not know what will happen next.. oh, for the benefit of those who do not know what this thing is about, actually this law talks about women are not supposed to reveal their 'body'.. correct me if am wrong.. anyway, i should have not said much about this.. since this is a blog, and once i say something wrong, everyone can sue me.. oh no! haha..
okay, move on.. hmm.. next week am going home!! yay!! :)
i really2 cannot wait to be home.. haha.. the place where i enjoy and relax myself the most.. *grinning from ear-to-ear* hope that i can play tennis again,hehe.. then, hang out with my buddies.. then gather back with my family, oh minus my brother :( he will be having his exam until 23rd.. grr!! why his exam ends on the day i have to go back to sg.. in fact, i miss my bro the most.. having a brother like him is really a bless for me.. :) *see ko, i give some credits to u here,teehee* he acts like he does not care about his sisters, but actually he CARES to his sisters more than you can think of..
anyway, i gotta go now.. need to finish up with my portfolio.. argh!! okay, kristy is signing off.. :)
~did i lose my love to someone better?~
12:51 AM<3
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haha, last night i just realised that actually today i did not have school at all, haha.. the lecture is on wednesday,haha.. :)
anyway, yesterday i felt really stupid.. i was in a rush to go out from my room, then when i was about to get up from my bed, suddenly... gubrakkk!! yessshh.. i fell down.. and since my room was really in a mess and my roommate just happen placed her BIG luggages everywhere in the room, so i just HIT one of the luggages.. aww.. so nice.. lols xP
oh ya.. previously, i have ever mentioned aboutt 'this particular person' rite? yeah, today 'this person' just irritated me again.. oh shucks. whatever.. talk to my hand please. hahaha.. yeah i know i am very mean, but.. there is no way this person can make me not-so-mean anymore. hahaha.. =P
*indo-mode ON*
gile.. semua kerjaan buat inv semuanya kacau.. semua orang seolah-olah ga mau kerjasama gitu.. okelah gw tau mereka itu sibuk, tapi please deh, yang sibuk kan bukan cuma situ aja, gw juga sibuk.. dan bikin gw sama bc terancam akan dibunuh aja sama si boss. aduh.. pusing ngga tuh gw.. dan ada satu orang nih, aih.. ga jelas begini... okelah,mungkin gw juga terlalu baik sama mereka.. cuman kan gw cuma ga mau mereka ngerasa dibebani dgn hal ini.. tp disaat yang sama juga, jangan malah nyalahgunain kebaikan yang gw kasih ke kalian2 donk.. jujur aja kadangan gw ngerasa ga enak ama kalian karena kalian juga selalu dikejar2 deadline sama guru2.. tapi di sisi lainnya, gw juga ngerasa sebel dikejer2 buat ngejer2 kerjaan kalian juga.. dan paling ngga enaknya, kalo ini orang2 pada ga beres kerjaannya and begitu dihubungin, eh malah ngga bales lah apa lah.. gw bingung.. okelah gw terima kalo kalian ga nganggep gw, tapi tolong deh sekali ini aja, anggep 'tugas' ini.. ga usah gw deh, gw sebagai orang pertama yang bertanggung jawab *ga mau pake bahasa inggris sama sekali, jadinya kedengeran aneh,haha* ato apalah, gw cuma perlu dukungan and bantuan kalian semua untuk menyukseskan acara ini.. hahaha. anywayyy,, ahhh.. gw senang kerja barengan sama bc!!! well, dy orangnya bener2 nyenengin ternyata.. :) makasihh teman!! ^^
*indo-mode OFF*
anyway, i have been trying to post this entry for zillion times, but somehow this technology really fails me.. sigh.. i shall go to sleep now.. it is 0230 a.m. now and i still have to go to school tomorrow to settle the walk-in plan for investiture.. :)
goodnite everyone =)
~i still miss home. miss my family. miss my dogs. miss my buddies. miss 02682810~
2:25 AM<3
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anyway.. today i went to harbour front to accompany my friend to buy ticket home.. oh well, this guy is a bit duh! hahaha.. after reaching there, then he did not bring his passport.. lols.. so, we went all the way to harbour front for nothing.. hahaha.. decided to eat after that.. then, just walked around and bought few things there.. haha..
btw, tomorrow i think i have econs lecture. i think.. have not checked the schedule yet,haha.. well, at least with those lectures and stuffs will free me from this total boredom. oh yeah, you're right..
hmm.. i really want to watch The Omen once the movie is released.. okay, i have watched the other version of it, so what? haha.. the old version of it is very good! =) i still remember first time i watched that movie was with my beloved father! yay!! =) but, no one to watch with.. haha.. everyone seems like either going home alr or having something else on, haha.. hmmph..
oh well, talking about going home.. hmm, vina is going back tomorrow.. haha.. she surely is very happy now, haha.. not like me who is still stuck here with nothing to do, no one to go out with also.. lols.. not that i dislike staying here, but when everyone is already at home, gathers with their lovely family, lovable siblings and maybe their cute pets.. and yet, YOU are still left alone in other country.. sigh.. how i wish 17th june to come faster and 23rd june never comes at all.. :(
*.i miss home. i miss my family. i miss my dogs. i miss 02682810.*
9:06 PM<3
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hmm.. i just received a comment from Eugen that i have adopted Singlish so well, haha.. well.. it is not that i really want to adopt it, it is just that you cannot help it.. haha.. with everyone around you talking singlish all the time.. haha.. =D
anyway, thanks Eugene! haha.. well, give you some credits here.. lols..
hmm.. today, i literally did nothing.. i woke up at hmm, dun wan to tell you.. haha.. but it's very late.. lols.. then, since i am sooo lazy, decided not to come down for lunch. well, quite a wrong decision. at around 3, i was starving... oh yeah.. cool.. haha.. then, decided to cook instant mashed potato.. haha.. after that, still did nothing.. staring blankly at my laptop's screen and listening to some nice musics from the windows media player.. have been doing that for the past 4hours let's say.. siigh.. this is a total crap... can somebody wake her up and remind her that she really needs to study??
7:40 PM<3
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today i went out to have lunch with vina.. went out to seoul garden @taka.. lols.. $11 without tax.. haha.. for student.. hmm. it's quite worth it.. since errr.. haha.. nvm.. hahaha..
after we were too full already *haha*, we went to cathay cineleisure.. to watch X-MEN 3:THE LAST STAND...
woohoo~.. i really love the show.. wolverine is damn cool!! omg.. some people say the movie sucks, but i think the movie is damn cool! =) haha,, a bit biased maybe, since am a fan of X-men, but even Vina who never watched X-men before said that show is cool.. so, i think the movie is cool!! yay~ hahaha..
hmm.. am going back to indo soon~.. on june 17.. just 2days before my birthday.. lols.. hmm.. actually cannot wait until that day to come also.. haha.. have not seen some of my friends for dunno few months, or even few years, for some of them.. =( kind of missing them.. moreover, they are going to university this coming july or august, so it will be quite difficult to meet them when they are already in university.. this is the best time, i suppose.. :)
anyway, hmm.. just for some random thoughts.. i really dislike people who only want to 'take' but they never want to 'give'.. if you want to be treated nicely, please treat others nicely, can or not??? omg.. okay, there is this one person.. this person irritates me too often already, but this person never realises it. this person always demands on something, but when i ask for something from this person, this person always has thousand and one reasons. oh crap! please look at yourself first,man! next time, i will buy a very huge mirror for your birthday, so that you can see your reflection on it and reflect on what you have done.. HUH! am so annoyed right now..
kkaes, i shall end here.. hmm.. i think i need to learn more on how to blog.. haha.. i sound very 'katro', but nevermind.. haha.. as we go on, we can learn, right? hahaha.. =)
11:54 PM<3
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