okay.
YOU!!
yes, YOU!!
stop reading my blog!!
go study please!!
yes, YOU know who YOU are!
haha.. =P

anw,
if that person thinks that person is likable, that person is wrong!
totally wrong!
that person should just go and die.
such an irritating Shole (yes, with a capital S - or A if you spell it fully)
stop perturbing me!

FLOCCIPAUCINIHILIPILIFICATION!!
that's for that person!

HONORIFICABILITUDINITATIBUS!!
that's not for that person! (:

okay, those words DO exist okay! (:

nyak haga lapah-lapah!! (:

~ crash ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
3:00 PM<3
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hello everyone!
here is the announcement for today:

CHANNING TATUM is so HOT!! (:



















enuff said! (:

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
3:45 PM<3
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disastrous.
darn!

okay, tomorrow will be a better day! (:

~if i kissed you, would angels sing with lollipops? ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
12:02 AM<3
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double post again.

am seriously scared.
at this moment, am really becoming very negative.
negative towards myself.
a lot of negative thoughts running through my mind.

i must admit,
i do this not for ME..

just some random thoughts for me to wonder..
"where is the old kristy that i used to know?" - a friend of mine once said.
wanna know what my answer is?
i just smiled and turned away.
darn!
i do not know...

sigh..

~ who is the girl i see, staring straight back at me? ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
11:59 PM<3
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okay, tomorrow is the first day of promos already.
wish me luck okay! (:

anyway, i found THIS from Gina's blog and i think it is an indeed very nice story (:
kudos to Gina and the author, for sure! (:

am darn scared right now.
i keep telling people that there is no use to worry.
it will be over before we know it.
but, i cannot hide the truth that my anxiety could be double of theirs.
arghhh!!! shucks.

i think i should just go to sleep now.
sigh..

~ it's been a long time coming ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
11:42 PM<3
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thursday marks the start of promo.
dang!
am so DEAD =x

anyway, watched 'bring it on' today.
nice show!
well, i know i sound very outdated, but so what? haha..
i must say that the TORCH is inspirational (:
they do not give up even when their items are same with the other teams (:

additional note:
OLIVER JAMES is uber HOT!! (:
omg.. he's.. WOW!!
he has the look and most importantly, he can sing!! (:
can i have a boyfriend like him? lols.. jk jk (:

i shall not blog too much for now.
haha..
am dead tired.
serious.
haha..
i think my brain juices are all vaporised by now.
thanks to the bloody heat happening these few days.

ciaoz people! (:

iLOVEx! (:

~ you used to captivate me by your resonating light ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
1:45 AM<3
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a new idol has born.
HADY MIRZA.
yeah, he's the Singapore idol.
hmm, not bad..
he's got the voice.
he's got the look.
he's got the votes.
he;s got the support.
and he's got the luck(:

well, the song sung since yesterday, you give me wings, has been stuck in my mind for these two days.
the song is nice, i must say (:
it's very easy-listening and hady sings it in his very own way which charms a lot of fans of him(:
well, even though i neither support anyone nor crazy about one of them, i must say that his way of singing that song really charms me (:
and yeah, i agree that he had a super nice smile ::grins::
haha, that is one additional point for him..

anyway, i just had an MSN chat with one of my friends.
and yeah, same with her, i also hate when people do not reply my messages.
haha.. yes gal, they do not need to reply all, but please..
show some signs that you have received, read and understood the messages sent.

oh yes, we DO understand the 'art' of saving messages, but if the message is uber important, would you rather just ignore it?
what the.
oh well, i do admit my handphone bills for last year burst LIKE HELL.
i could not believe i actually could use up 800-1000+ smses for one month.
like gosh!
!#$%^&*

i was watching the news on channel 5.
and suddenly this piece of news popped up.
about the silkair bus.
i was saying like,"hey, i've seen that bus before!!"
they wrap the bus seats with the blue cloths, the commuters are given out food and drink and there are some stewardesses in the bus!
oh my.. it sounds good! (:
i shall try to board the bus next time! (:

and yeah, i really like to try the idea of travelling on the bus from the first stop to the last stop without getting off the bus(:
sounds great, rite??haha..
planned this since long time ago already, but have not really had time to do it..
hehe..

oh yeah, i really did not know what happened with my right leg.
it is obvious that i have sprained ankle.
but, i really do not know what caused me to have this.
it just came in a sudden.
yesterday.
and it hurted like hell this morning.
dang!
hope it would be okay tomorrow(:

anyway again,
am so GONNA whack kenvin!!
haha..
spread around that old story!
omg.. haha..
but, i do admit that i miss that time spent with 02682810(:

okay, tomorrow am gonna study with ashley again..
hope this will be super productive..
promo is just 2 days away and my revision is progressing real slow.
argh!!

i shall end off here..
takeCARE everyone! (:
<3<3

oh yes, and as previous entries..
iLOVEx!
iLOVEx!
iLOVEx! (:

ciaoz!

~ but i've had my doubts, what if i'm right? ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
9:44 PM<3
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okok.
double post today.
hmm..

i dunno what am feeling right now.
am scared over promos.
am confused about lotsa things.
am happy..
am perplexed.
am curious.
am ........
argh!
i really dunno..

anyway, wx just sent the juniors an encouraging sms..
thanks, dude! (:
hmm, it somehow made me a bit guilty.
i've been slaccking since 2000hrs.
omg.
am so DEAD =X
D-E-A-D.
argh!!

okay, one simple question for anyone out there.
how do you know if you love someone?
hmm..
anyone knows, please tell me.
dang!

~ ba ba black sheep ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
12:38 AM<3
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today was quite productive! (:
yays! (:

i shall not blog too often.
haha..

iLOVEx! (:

~ let's waste time, chasing cars ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
11:54 PM<3
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Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger
I could disengage
(the fray-over my head)

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
(all american rejects-move along)

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
(snow patrol-chasing cars)

Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate
(corinne bailey rae-put your records on)

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows
(3 doors down-let me go)

woohoo!! these songs rule! (:
am addicted to the fray!! arghhh!!
it's super nice! (:

anyway..
today MUGGED with tina!
take some photos!
here they are..










tina is still studying!










now she's craving for mamee! (:











and then she drinks from her she-thinks-that-it-is-cute water bottle! haha.. (:

oh man! she's gonna kill me for putting up these unglam pics of her! haha.. =]
another pics taken!











my chem notes! and notice the small2 thing beside them?
it is our new toy! haha.. =p

am trying to upload more pics! but cannot.. aiyooo..
haha.. nevermind.. next post then! (:

i shall end off now! haha..
tata people! haha..

~ real good time ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
10:42 PM<3
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whee!
just now woken up at 0330 after feel asleep last night at around 1050!
just posted my blog entry!
and suddenly feel the urge to blog again!
argh!!
why don't i feel this while am studying??

now my whole body is aching.
i only could occupy half of the bed!
the other half was occupied by my dear laptop! (:
whoaaaaa..
then now i suddenly remember what ashley and i talked about this afternoon.
one part of it.
about the cracking sound made by the body!
haha..

i must say, i had a good time yesterday.
and her friend was like super friendly (:
but the friend laughed her head off just because i asked her one super silly question.
-__-'
haha.. but she is a nice gal! (:

ash: hey gal.. yeah, i think the current one is not the one. preferably, the previous one(: just like what i told you last night (:

germx: 4th oct!! (:

michelle: hey ms whatever! get well soon! and then we can take 99 together again! (:

gina: hammy! papa robot AF1, junior AF! haha.. they are nice! (: let's have FUN after promos! (:

vinod: hey class rep! good job there! and stop changing my handphone theme okay! haha..

flavian: happy belated birthday! stop calling me 'joker'! hahaha..

jeremy: siao! purposely run one round before econs. haha.. but, it worked, was it?? haha..

eunice: it's ok it's ok about the photo thing. i just cannot wait for your mail to come! am curious what you are sending me! haha.. thanks gal! (:

yustine: heys sis! finally yesterday was our first chat! was darn glad to be still in contact with my dear buddy(:

tina: yays, let's mug together and not to eat eat eat talk talk talk! haha.. wait for your visit later! (:

demmi: do you know how much i MISS you?? argh! please come back soon! and we'll have a blast time together! (:

visoth: study hard! yays!! we CAN do it! (: and i'll be waiting for the treat! haha(:

ricky: kudakudakuda! caramel frappucino! whee! (: again, happy mugging! and goodluck for your open house thing(:

yoko+stephen: argh! i miss YOU too! i have not had a nice chat with you for DECADES! keep up the good work! all the best for your upcoming a-level!! (:

chendra+kenvin+adrian: i MISS all of you badly! come online soon and talked crap with me again! haha.. (:

willy: i MISS you even more! all the best for all the universities thing (: we shall meet up when am home! and update each other about A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT of things! (: love ya, my dear best-bud! (:

humm humm humm..
i still love X (:
i still love X (:
i still love X (:
i still love X (:
i still love X (:

X = ...
i still dun want to tell you! (:
<3X! (:

now is 0409 already.
i shall go to my beauty sleep again.
haha..
ciaoz! (:

~ X-factor! haha.. ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
3:50 AM<3
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yays!!
today was a HAPPY day!! (:
haha.. *sound like a primary school kid who just found a new toy to play with*

guess what again!
i was not late AGAIN today!! yays!!
i reached school at around 0658, with amira! (:
we were early, shalalalala~
i was earlier than zhongru, sherman and some other ppl!!
haha.. =p

then lessons were pretty okay actually, but towards the end became a bit boring.. haha..
3lessons today, 1.5hrs of tutorial each.
wow-ness! haha.. =D

gp..
got back our TCA - AQ on hate crime..
oh shucks.
i got 4/8.
work hard work hard!!

bio..
shall not comment much on this.
went through some of the basic concept of protein synthesis.
i have clearer picture of what actually protein synthesis is now.
yay-ness! (:
i said to gina that i will blog abt sth this morning during bio tutorial.
but might not be so soon.
i must assemble my thoughts first, before i write.
or else, i would be considered as bias, one-sided and full of hatred.
whew!

econs.
well, quite enlightened me in some ways.
haha..
ms lai came late today. she forgot that we were supposed to have class at 1130 and not 1200.
haha..

then i went to visit ashley's hse! (:
nice afternoon chat! haha..

ashley and germx: 4th october!! whee!! can't wait!! (: meanwhile, let's study HARD! (:

basically, today was nice! (:
am lovin' it! (:

one complaint:
SHE is the one who is FAKE. what is effingly wrong with HER man! wtf.

omg.. i woke up in the morning only to type this??
hahaha.. (:
let's continue to sleep!
gdnite people! (:

~ can i have another day like today?? ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
10:43 PM<3
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guess what guess what guess what!!

i WAS NOT late this morning! (:
yays! haha..
but still, the bus came later than usual.
aih,,

promo is just next week.
grrr!! roarrrr!!!
arghh!!
let's mug!
and score well for promo!
yays! (:
ashley, dun forget our plan ya!! (:
and after-promo one!
germx, you too!! (:

iloveX.
iloveX.
iloveX.
iloveX.
iloveX.

and X = ...
i'll tell you his name next time! (:

back to bio notes!
ciaoz!

~ nuts! ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
11:29 PM<3
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oh yes, i forgot to mention that i've gotten back my GP common test paper.
it sucks.
i got an E.. 52.5/100..
must work hard for the upcoming promo! (:

and yeah..
i've just received a blogger invitation to a joined blog.
i think it is pretty interesting(:
yays, tine, we can share more stories effectively now! hehe..

sign off!

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
11:11 PM<3
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today i was late for duty. AGAIN.
this time was even worse.
reached school at 0720.
dang!
the bus came super10000000X late again.
and found out that the timing was a bit cock-up for these few days.
i hereby declare that i will be earlier tomorrow!
and shall not be late again......
haha.. (:

oh yes, ashley and germx!
am so looking forward to 4th october!! yayyysss!!
so excited rite nw! haha.. (:

ashley, i'll try to sing songs that u know so that u can sing along with me (e.g.: in the jungle, haha..)
and germx! sorry for not waiting for you this afternoon.. next time ya, next time(:

and for my dear 26th!
hang on! we shall pull through these moments!
just for another few weeks! (:
we CAN do it! yays! (:
takeCARE LOADS LOADS LOADS, drink more WATER and if necessary, eat more FISH, just like ziliang always says.. haha..
and yeah, have i told you that i love all of you? (:
loveYOU! (:

oh ya, some of you look super super super tired these few days, rest well kie!
and do not always sleep in the tutorials!! lols.. (:

i found this on my friend's blog.
and i think it is quite true, especially the girl's part(:

When a guy calls u, he wants to be with you...
When a guy is quiet,he's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,he realizes he's wrong...
When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes,he means it...
When a guy stares at you,he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do?
When you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world...
When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till your done...
When a guy says, "I miss you, "he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else...

When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later...
When a girl just stares deep into youreyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ...
When a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through her mind...
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply...
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around...
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine...
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever...
When a girl says, "I miss you" no one in this world can miss you more than that...

well, the bold ones are the 'more true' ones.. that is what according to me.. haha.. (:
for the guy's part, i do not really agree, haha..
maybe because i am not a guy.
or i've mistaken some of the things...........
haha..
but one thing i know is that i DID not make mistakes by loving you(:
am gonna change my blog skin after promos!
yays! haha..
okay, go back to my bio notes!
tata, people!
take care! (:

~ strive on everyone! ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
8:34 PM<3
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was quite pissed off this morning.
and continued until afternoon.
so sorry for those whom i ignored or gave my stay-away-from-me-or-i-will-eat-you look..
but yeah, at least, that person made my day! (:
well, at least we are friends. hmmm...
today was a long day.
waaaaa..

chem lecture, was going through the revision paper.
i did the wrong section. i did physical chem whereas actually we were required to do the organic chem. dang!

free periodSSSSS. yes, with lotsa S.
was still pissed off.
frankly speaking, can they just stop hiding that from me? it was damn obvious okay! wtf.

bio tutorial.
erm, a bit lost, but at least got clearer idea abt DNA replication.
but still lost in nervous system. argh!

maths lecture.
disastrous! my whole class only less than 10ppl went for the lecture. pathetic.
and surprisingly, our dear mr mathai did not even ask why, or maybe he did not even realise it. dots..

chem tutorial.
must work harder on chemistry. jiayoujiayou everyone!! (: let's master chemistry!! hehe..=p

then i stayed back for one hour plus while waiting for michelle to finish her chinese class.
then went home together.
i missed my bus. AGAIN.
dang!
oh, i should tell you about this morning also.
the bus came super late!!
and fyi, i did not miss the bus.
it was the bus which came late!
and it made daniel, weiming and i were late!!
we were late for 2minutes to report for duty.
and it caused us to come back during the study break.
oh man.. there goes my study break. hmmm.
one point to raise up here..
i admit that it is quite fair to make those latecomers to come back for duty during the study break.
BUT, what is the difference between latecomers who are late for 2-3 minutes and late for 15minutes? isn't that the same??
well, you can say it's all in the mind.
ok, accept it. dun wan to argue any longer.
too tired now. haha..
well, life is never fair. period.

anyway..
just some random thoughts.
i miss my friends back in INDO!! (:
- i miss CHENDRA's playful attitude! haha..
- i miss ADRIAN's hair!! =p
- i miss KENVIN's eyes!! (:
- i miss DWI's teeth!! lols..
- i miss YUSTINE's crap! ahaha.. =p
- i miss PRICELLYA's childishness! haha..
- i miss VENNY's stubbornness! (:
- i misss ALDO's jokes! =)
- i miss the super caring NITA!
- i miss my twinnie, PUPI!
- i miss WILLY's sweettalks! haha..

and i also miss my dear bestie, DEMMI REDJO SETYONO!!
arghhh!! please come back soon! (:

hmm.. last nite i was sms-ing with my other best-bud in indo..
was actually telling him how much i actually miss him..
and we need to update each other more often! haha..
he was actually saying that he purposely let me 'angry' and miss him badly..
errrr.. kayyy! haha..
but, yeah.. i really miss the times we spent together..
hope we can meet up again when am home! (:
oh, and actually i am still curious about that one unanswered question which was posted years ago. haha.. (:
missYOUmissYOUmissYOU!!
loveYOUloveYOUloveYOU,my dear best-bud!! (:

it sets me thinking..
how lucky i am for having buddies+besties like them.
who are still in touch even though we live in different part of the world!
haha..
well, thanks to the advanced technology which enables me to remain in contact with my beloved ones! (:
they are the ones who always support me whenever i need some words of encouragement, cheer me up whenever i feel down, feel happy whenever i am happy too..
well, besides my family, of course(:
thanksGOD, i have them in my life.. =)

~ there is no star in heaven that we cannot reach ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
11:39 PM<3
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heyyss!~

okay, i got this from mervis' blog! (:
i think it has been some time since he posted this, but just happen that i just saw his blog today hehe... sorry!
here it goes! (:

Seven RANDOM facts about me:
- am deeply in love with Raul Gonzalez Blanco
- used to be a bball player
- am traumatised by butterflies
- like dogs, dislike cats
- used to be in choir
- am a hardcore fan of music! music-addict! lols..
- i like my blog skin! haha.. =p

Seven things that scare me:
- failure
- losing people whom i love and love me! (:
- disappointing my family, esp parents!
- butterflies
- cats
- when the world is turning its back on me
- when everyone cannot put their smile on their faces. *smileee!! (:*

Seven favourite songs:
- the WHOA song!!
- snow patrol-chasing cars
- nelly furtado's
- angels and airwaves-the adventure
- 3doors down's
- simple plan's
- good charlotte's

Seven things I like most:
- sleeping!
- eating!
- listening to the catchy-tune music!
- exercising my mouth, a.k.a talking to people. haha..
- going back indo for holidays!
- Raul Gonzalez Blanco!! (:
- oh well, shopping.. if i have money only haha..

Seven people to do this?:
hmmmmm... let's see..
- chingHOON! (:
- giNA! (:
- ashLEY! (:
- germAINE! (:
- graceTEO! (:
- advocatesofLOVE! (:
- ipHANX! (:

haha.. okay, now going back to study!! have to revise chem today!! the willingness to study is already there, just hope that i will finish it! (: JIAYOU kristy!! (:

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
12:37 PM<3
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the UNPRODUCTIVE me.
lols.

well, today i went to meet up with tina.
went to queensway shopping centre.
bought something for that person, got myself a nice pair of sandals for $14.90 and an Adidas water bottle for $7.00 (:
after that, moved off to Raffles City shopping centre.
had our dinner there - dimsum. *yummyumm!!(:*
oh yes, we did remember that we needed to keep our promise and main purpose of meeting up, to mug, so we decided to go to Starbucks @Raffles City.
ordered my all-time-favourite caramel frappucino and tina ordered some mocha drink.
yayysss!! (:
stayed there for around 2.5hours.
lols.

anyway, have you ever seen a pair of Adidas shoes by the size of smaller than your palm?
tina and i have.
we were roaming around queensway shopping centre and found this baby Adidas shoes.
omg, it was darn cute.
wanted to take picture of it, but so many people were there.
so paiseh.
haha.. but, yeah, it was literally ultra cute! haha..
i was persuading tina to buy it for her Poohs!! haha.. ;)

heard a piece of quite shocking news today.
hmm, i wish it was not true. serious.
haha.. will not elaborate what is the piece of news here.
but, yeah, i just do not want it to really happen.
*fingers-crossed*

hmmm.. since now it is past midnight already,



wishing you all the best in everything you do..
to Adith, jiayou for your prelims and A-levels! 4As are waiting for you, hehe.. (:
to Venny, enjoy your university life and stay together with rikky ya! hehe.. (:

continue.
i di not know what is wrong with my laptop.
it is so effingly strange, lag and irritating each passing day.
want to buy a new lappie soon!
but, yeah, again, a new laptop is not cheap, please.
if only i had a money-tree, i would have bought a new laptop ever since long time ago.
IF ONLY.

note aside, promo is coming really really soon.
started off with GP.
oh my, i do not know how to score well for my GP, comprehension part, to be specific.
sometimes, i just have no idea of what to write.
just like the essay part.
however, GP is undeniably interesting (:
and am saying the truth, okay? =)

followed by econs.
shucks.
most of the time, econs really makes no sense to me.
i agree that econs is really the most practical subject of all other subjects, but, i just do not understand why do we need to care about marginal private cost, marginal social benefit, public goods, shift in demand curve, externalities, etc.
in fact, the real suppliers just make use of their common senses and strategies most of the time!
haha.. =D

hmmm.. now is already 03.29 a.m.
i guess i shall end off here and continue about my subject combinations tomorrow.
off to sleep! (:

~ maybe am just a little bit over my head ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
3:04 AM<3
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have not been studying much these two days.
sigh.
am so DEAD.
arghhh!! so effingly unproductive.

anyway..
today was a super tiring day.
all the lectures are inevitably boring.
i found today's lectures were all more boring than usual..
let's see..
math tutorial, as usual, nothing much to comment on.
bio lecture, finished the chapter. interesting chapter, but today's lecture was a bit 'oh-no'..
civics lesson, superbly BORING. the talk was not interesting enough and the speakers did not really know how to catch people's attention. moreover, he turned off all the lights when they were showing the video! what a condusive environment for u to sleep. lols.. oh, the shocking thing, in the video, they showed mdm tian swee giok!! waaaa, my sec3 ss teacher! hehe.. and rachel, my junior in xms.. haha.. (:
then, i went to play squash for a while only!! my first time playing squash!! haha.. but, it'd undeniably nice!! haha (:
chem lecture, normal..
gp tutorial, do some content quiz thing and summary packaging.
maths lecture, am totally lost. missing first two lectures, and that's it. bleahhs. luckily complex numbers is not included for the promo. yesss!! (:

i felt so sick today.
threw up in the morning.
thought of not going to school,but just tried to ignore it.
could not concentrate in school.
now also feeling super sick.
feel like throwing up again.
oh man, what is getting on with me??
update: just threw up. sucks. ARGH!!

well, yeah.. everyone is having bad days nowadays.
am so darn homesick right now.
you know it feels super sucks when you cannot be at home for the consecutive three years to celebrate your parents' birthday?
whereas, during your birthday, they always ask you to come home and want you to celebrate with them?
and it is such an irony that sometimes we value our friends' birthdays more than our parents'.
think of this, do you really give your parents presents for their birthday? or would you rather spend your [parents'] money to buy some luxurious things for your friends' birthday??
yeah, it sounds really ungrateful, but sadly to say, that is what happens to our society nowadays.

sigh.
nevermind.
let us not think about it at the moment.
go back to chemistry notes.
ciao.

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
10:12 PM<3
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today was quite a crap.
had two free periods in the morning since we no longer have pc.
then gp, ms huang was sick.
only needed to do SAJC paper 2, without the summary and AQ.
then break for half an hour.
then chemistry tutorial.
dozed off during the tutorial.
*yawn* so tired. lols.
then bio lecture.
my whole class was late for the lecture.
but the lecture was nice! (:

after that, went to council room to study.
ended up only studied one chapter of bio.
and disturbed some other people.
haha, sorry guys.. lols..
there was this very funny part when mr lawrence koh was about to approach us, then he suddenly walked back.. haha.. =D

anyway, since today is still wednesday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEILA KOH! (:
am waiting for your treat!! lols xD

anyway..
yeah...
i agree that money is actually a big issue, for MOST of us.
including me, of course.
upon hearing that particular piece of news this afternoon, i suddenly stoned and thought of my parents in indo.
at that point of time, i was saddened. serious.
especially about the subsidy part.
hmm.

anyway, some uplifting-mood thing:
this morning kuda was darn funny.
upon receiving his sms, i could not help myself, but laughing.
hahaha..
now i know what to get for your birthday.. an ALARM CLOCK! lols Xp
hilarious! (:

hmm.. yeah, back.
lately, has been so stressed up over lotsa things.
sigh.
am NOT okay. puh-lease.
if i am, i would not be so stressed up over some trivial things.
gosh.
move on, i dun want to talk about this.
geez.

am so looking forward to the end of promo (:
but, in the meantime, i MUST STUDY HARD!!(:
jiayou!

~ darn it! ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
11:44 PM<3
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the fan in my room is spoilt.
the room is freakingly hot.
darn it.

did not really study today.
was too tired.
slept for 2hours.
then did pw.
then typed out gp.
read some bio stuff.

seems like am turning to be a mugger.
hecks.
promo is 16days away from now.
shucks.
i need some miracles to save me.

was super tired today.
could not sleep properly for the past few days.
so many things running on my mind.
this morning looked like a zombie.
decided not to come for maths lesson in the afternoon.
if i came, i probably would be just stoning there.
could not concentrate anymore.
went home after chemistry tutorial.

frankly speaking, i do not feel any sense of belonging in my class.
some of them are just ignorant and *sigh*.
but please do remember,
am not trying to arrow the person, but am trying to highlight the attitude of the person.
undeniably, my classmates are amazing.
but, sometimes, some of their attitude just sucks.
am being very frank here.
oh well, having said that, it does not mean that am the most innoncent, demure and pure among all.
i DO admit that sometimes my attitude just super sucks.
but, whether or not it succeeds, i always try to apologise and change it.
at least, i am doing something, i can say.
not only try, but do it.
that's the most important thing, i guess.
really sorry, no offense to anyone.

anyway, if you do have problems with that, please trash it out and find the best solution.
do not just sit there, relax and wait for the solution to come to you.
it will be too late by then.

okay, let us come back to the uber hot topic among all the teenagers.
love life.
wad the. haha..
hmm.

i really do not know.
oh yes, maybe i am in love.
or maybe it is just purely admiring him.
it is totally agreeable that he has the charisma to be admired at.
and maybe, he is a game-player.
haha, that is the most difficult part.
nevermind.

shall focus on promotional exam first (:
meanwhile, am enjoying my life and i will not let anyone take it from me!
muahahaha!!!
enjoy life to the max! haha.. =D

~ jiayouuu!! ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
2:34 AM<3
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yayss!!
managed to sign in to msn messenger again!!
thanks to chinghoon!
and this gal =)

go to
C:\windows\system32\drivers\etc
then you will see a hosts file.
open it with note pad.

the entire file will be like this:
# Copyright (c) 1993-1999 Microsoft Corp.
## This is a sample HOSTS file used by Microsoft TCP/IP for Windows.
## This file contains the mappings of IP addresses to host names. Each
# entry should be kept on an individual line. The IP address should
# be placed in the first column followed by the corresponding host name.
# The IP address and the host name should be separated by at least one
# space.
## Additionally, comments (such as these) may be inserted on individual
# lines or following the machine name denoted by a '#' symbol.
## For example:
## 102.54.94.97 rhino.acme.com
# source server# 38.25.63.10 x.acme.com # x client host127.0.0.1 localhost

all you have to do is to add a :
65.54.239.80 messenger.hotmail.com
under 127.0.0.1 and you can sign in!! (:

anyway.. today was not a good start.
sigh.
was pissed off today.
school ended at 1130.
studied at school until 2+.
then went council rm to continue studying until mr koh came to meet us.
then chatted with germaine.
suddenly mr ng came.
then talked for a while.
then, cao!
haha..

today felt super tired.
was not in the mood in doing anything.
but had to force myself to study.

am homesick.
darn homesick.
i want to go home.
i miss home.
darn it.
wish i could scream my lungs out:
"i want to go home!!!!!"

~ is it only for a substitute?? ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
12:07 AM<3
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arbish.
am so unproductive.
inefficient.
darn!!

3more weeks and that's it!
please!!
must do my best and give a nice birthday present for that dear senior who has been helping me all this while(:

my dear kuda is so crappy!
must wait for my caramel frappucino until the open house for his school!
dang! haha.. =P

want to apologize to my dear tina and ping!
really sorry.. i was overslept until 1130..
then i could not go to raffles city and meet both of you..
really sorry..

school is starting tomorrow!
will it be a good start for a new term?? (:
HOPEFULLY!! *fingers-crossed*

i cannot believe that i am actually falling for you
ignore my words and trust your feelings
will i ever dare to say it to you?
sigh...

darn. emo!
whatever. am just going to sleep now!
tomorrow is just another brand new day!!

as we step into a brand new day
let the sun shine in our face
no matter what they say
come what may
we are here to stay

no matter how tough it may be
remember you can hold on to me
your hands, i will never let go
let's fulfil the dreams..
behold..

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
12:20 AM<3
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woohoo!!
just back from medan!
haha..
AWESOME!!

i love my 26th even more! (:

DAY 1:
departure.
once reached, checked in to city inn hotel.
then went to singapore piaget academy.
the kids athere are darn cute! lols..
and someone found a super cute girl huh!
ahem ahem.. lols..
then we had lunch at hotel grand angkasa.
hmm, the food was not bad(:
went on to the canning factory.
they split us into 2 group, group 1+2 and group 3+4..
wahh, i was the only girl in group 3+4, even all the teachers accompanied us were all guys.
lols.. nvm, i felt protected! haha (:
we had to wear this white clothing, white cap which covered the ears as well and a white mask to cover ur nose!
wahh.. they looked like doctors! hehe..
but then i could not see anything coz the cap and the mask were blocking my eyes.
lols.. at that point of time, i felt so short.. haha..
oh, btw, with that white thing, mr chua and sherman looked like shinigami! haha.. =D
then we were given one can of fried rice ingredients each (:
moved on to sultan palace.
it was quite pathetic, the place i mean.
it seemed like it was abandoned.
when i asked the person i/c, he mentioned also that actually they lacked of money to take care of the building.
very sad. hmm.
dinner time! yayss!
we ate at rice talk @merdeka walk!
i bought 2 magazines as well.
and some of them bought pirated dvds.. lols..
back to the hotel.
had debrief.
discussion at zhong ru's and francis' room.
showered.
lights out!

DAY 2:
morning call.
woke up at 6.45
had breakfast @hotel.
then went on to the opal coffee factory.
i forgot who mentioned this, but it was very funny..
"if indo had a rugby team, i think they surely will win one"
haha.. coz they saw the workers could lift up the super heavy coffee bags (ard 70-80kg) easily..
then mr leow, mr chua, ms kimberly, ms ong, sherman and bryan tried out to fill the coffee bags.
i did sth really stupid and shocking. really2 shocked until i could not talk for that few minutes.
then ms kimberly and sherman said few things to comfort me..
THANKS! (:
and the dogs there were super duper ultra cute!!
i miss my dogs.. =(
then we had lunch at one of the kuring near airport.
i miss eating @the kuring in lampung with my family..
((though 26th is another family of mine))
then transferred to i forgot wad vila, but located in the green hill, near brastagi.
brr, it's cold in there..
haha.. yeah, it was cold there! yays! haha..
after we checked in, then we recky around the villa..
nice! (:
then had dinner at the restaurant near there.
had durian feast!
haha.. long time never eat durian!
then suddenly u can eat so many durians! haha..
after that, we had debrief..
then went back to the villa..
wah, so scary!
surrounded by all the outsiders.
then told the teachers.
decision made:
mr chua, kangsheng and chengxun stayed over at the girls' villa.
we then talked about some stuff and finally, the uber hot topic: ghost story. haha..
then we said sth like, maybe we should let michelle to let go of her hair and then let mr chua see, haha..
then he said sth like 'no, if she do that, i will cut her hair short'.. haha..
sorry michelle, but he made it sound really funny..
then came out with the song..

it's so easy to cute her hair..
it's so easy to cut her hair..

haha..
then the 5 girls slept at one bed, the double bed..
well, it's kinda difficult to squeeze 4 baba and 1skinny girl in a doube bed haha..
nvm, we still had fun! (:
lights out!

DAY 3:
morning call at 6.45!
then do PT.
i stopped running halfway.
gastric pain. darn it.
then we had breakfast at the restaurant.
went on to the campsite! (:
then had lunch at the restaurant again.
then went to the orange farm.
woohoo!! haha..
after that during the group photo, i fell haha..
i was holding on to david's shoulder then suddenly he moved when i tried to move also.
lols..
the it's time for hot spring!!
yayssss!!
haha.. the sulphur water was darn hot..
guys cannot be too long there hor!
haha.. =P
then, went back to the villa..
had barbecue..
i told zi liang and sherman that i actually wanted to hug them to make me feel taller..
then they gave me some super funny look!
lols..
han yang, or rather prof tan, came out with the big bang theory! haha..
then song singing session..
after that got a session for us to talk to everyone..
nice (:
super super big thanks to shao rong, ashley, michelle wong, zi liang, francis, sherman, mr leow, mr ng and mr chua.. (:
michelle was darn cute that night..
she said like this,"okay councillors, now you are dismissed, byebye!"
haha.. although we always laugh at her, but she is always very nice to us.. <3 ya! (:
she was my roommate that night btw and one more extra person *grins*
then we went back to the villa..
i dunno why then seemed like everyone came into the girls' villa..
oh then prof tan told us about his big bang theory again..
but too bad, his theory was broken by mr chua! haha..
but still, it was entertaining haha..
then most of the guys attacked the girls' room..
until michelle said that she punished them by waking them up at 6, instead of 7.30! haha..
lights out!

DAY 4:
woke up at 6 to shower.
then woke some people up.
showered.
sherman came over from villa 4 to shower!
lols..
oh btw, i forgot to mention..
on day 3 han yang asked a funny question..
he said this in front of the girls, especially michelle..
"anyone has a shampoo?"
haha.. then mr chua was laughing at him..
how can a girl who has long hair like michelle wong dun bring shampoo?
haha..
then i forgot who also, made this comment..
"you should see the girls' toilet and compare it with the guys'. the girls' toilet has a lot of shampoo and soap and the guys' only has the ones that are given by the villa"
haha.. =p
then we went to the orphanage, well it was actually a special school for the disabled and orphans.
the kids there were cute! (:
there was this one guy always smiles at m whenever i said something in indo to him..
well, it was quite scary..
but..
let's think of this way..
maybe they seldom have visitors!
and when they do have, they just want to express their happiness..
well, am grateful for having my parents beside me whenever i feel down, sad or even happy! (:
then we went to have lunch at the super grand TAIPAN restaurant!
woooowwww, the food was nice.. haha..
dimsum as appetizer, awesome food as main menu, durian cake as dessert!
wooowww! (:
oh, i also forgot to mention, i was damn high ever since the night of day 3.. haha.. =)
i kept singing the whoa song.. haha..
it was fun, seriously, haha..
can ask germaine who really wanted to slap me to shut me up haha.. =P
or shao rong whose villa i actually wanted to go to to sing there haha.. =P
from taipan, we went to SMPN 1..
the students there were awesome..
the teacher there asked zhong ru to sing with her haha..
zhong ru, the new indo idol! haha.. =P
then mr chua was interviewed by one of the major newspaper in medan..
i was the translater haha..
when we were rushing back to the bus, suddenly there was this gal from the school named valency asked for my contacts haha..
then i just gave it to her.. haha..
then we went to sun plaza..
bought some food items haha..
then went to polonia airport..
leave for singapore..
hmm.. sad..
i didn't really want to leave medan..
felt so sad on the plane..
decided to sleep..
but some people kept walking to and fro, haha..

i rmb mr ng asked me this question for few times..
"do you feel home here?"
i always said okay la.. hmm..
i actually wanted to say yes.. but dunno, the answer that really comes often out of my mouth is okay la..
hmm..

then when we reached changi airport, i saw some of the parents waited for some of my fellow councillors..
hmm.. i missed the scene where my parents waited for me in the airport..
back to the reality, my parents would not be at the changi and waited for me to land there..
hmm.. nevermind..
am still grateful anyway, that my parents are still in a good condition..
not excluding my sister, brother, friends and everyone who cares about me =)
i love you.. =)

i really learned a lot through this trip..
thanks to all the councillors and teachers! (:

i love theWHOAsong! (:

~ it might be you ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
5:30 PM<3
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wah.. udah lama banget ga ngeblog pake bhs indo! lols..
anyway, tadi abis ke fairprice.. trus liat cowok cakep! haha..
lucu bangetttt.. haha.. tadinya mau ambil potonya pake hp, cuma nya susah, nti diketawain orang2 lg hehe.. tengsin donk coy haha..

selasa bakalan pergi ke medan ampe jumat.
belom packing. belom ngelaundry sih soalnya haha..
besok grubak grubuk deh! blarrr!! haha..

hhmm,, tadi lagi liat tipi, trus liat jurnalis gitu.. trus tb2 sempet kepikiran, gimana kalo gw jadi jurnalis? haha.. betewe, gw sendiri pun masi ga tau mau ambil apa nti di uni, dan mau jadi apa nti nya kalo uda gede.. makanya gw pun juga lagi bingung, apalgi kalo ditanya orang.. rada gimana gitu juga sih, cuma ya mau gimana lagi..

"ga usah nanya2 orang laen, ambil aja apa yang lo suka lah"- Joe

"hahaha,, udah lo ambil IT aja kayak gw"- Koko Yodi

"ambil psychology, trus nti belajar hypnosis kayak gw" - Koko Alex

nah lho.. gw makin bingung.. mungkin emang gw musti nanya nya ama bokap-nyokap aja d.. lebih akurat..

skrg lg keilangan kontak ama sang sobat. sedih sih, cuma yah mungkin dy lg sibuk ama kul nya, seperti apa yg dy blg terakhir kali, which was last week. hmmmm.. hope you're doing well there.. kangen!!! and undeniably maybe am still having sth for u... haha..

skrg di singapur lg gencar2nya promosiin art, ampe ada yg namanya Biennale (kalo ga salah spellingnya hehe). keren juga. jadi pengen liat yg ada di National Library Board yg di victoria street itu!! sama yang rain tree itu!! kerennnn!! ada yang mau nemenin? lols..

tadi juga baru baca ttg sesuatu.. yang kalo ga salah isinya ada kayak gini.. ttg seorang pelari kalo ga slh.. dy blg begini.. "my country sends me to Mexico city not to start the race, but to finish the race." wah, ini keren banget kalo menurut gw! emang bener sih ya.. buat apa kalo lo awalnya bagus2, sukses, tapi end up dgn sengsara and malah gagal?? seperti kata pepatah bilang 'bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian'.. cuma skrg pertanyaannya adalah, gimana kalo seumur hidup lo cuma bersakit-sakit and ga pernah ngerasain hasil dari sakit2an lo? kalo semua orang sukses di dunia ini, trus siapa donk yang bakal kebagian ga enaknya?? siapa yg bakal jadi officeboy, cleaners ato pegawai di kantor2 orang sukses itu??

sama aja kayak kalo orang2 ngomong begini.. "kalo semua orang ngomong, siapa yang bakal ngedengerin??" tapi kalo semua orang ngedengerin, ngedengerin siapa??? makanya katanya harus ada yg ngomong and ngedengerin, cuma kasusnya yang sering terjadi, orang2 trlalu egois.. mereka cuma mau didengerin, tanpa mau ngedengerin orang lain. betapa egoisnya, bukan?

tapi, apa sih sbnrnya yang nyebabinkayagini untuk terjadi?? hmm.. dari apa yang gw bisa pikirkan, mungkin itu untuk suatu kepuasan tersendiri. ketika orang2 mendengarkan lo, mungkin lo ngerasa puas dan lo ngerasa dihargain. (sayangnya, beberapa orang malah merasa superior ketika orang2 mau mendengarkan mereka berbicara.) nah, apa yang dirasakan sama orang kalo dia tidak didengarkan saat berbicara? simple kebalikan dari itu semua. dia merasa tidak dihargai, kecewa atau mungkin bisa merasa kalo dia tidak belong to (sori, ngga tau ini apa) kumpulan dimana dia berbicara dengan. menyedihkan.

hmm.. gw rasa hari ini post gw uda terlalu panjang. lanjut besok lagi. kebanyakan mikir udah gw. cape. haha.. and gw sadarin kalo bahasa indo gw ga terlalu bagus (emang dari dulu juga uda ga terlalu bagus sih, kebanyakan pake slang sih hehe), bahkan beberapa ada yang direct translation dari inggris. tapi ini bukan berarti kalo inggris gw bagus, kalo sebagus itu, gw mungkin udah jadi salah satu pengajar tentunya. haha.. yah jadi dimaklumin aja kalo ada beberapa kalimat yang kedengerannya agak lucu di kuping kalian. hehe..

okay. cukup ngomong ngaconya. gw sign off. daaaaahhh.. hehe.. xD

~ KKSK ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
10:07 PM<3
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hmm..
another observations:

1. i do not understand why some people like to DRAG their feet and make some funny noises when they are walking! can they just not lift their feet a bit and not to drag their feet? grr. was so darn irritated by those funny noises made by the dragged feet. what's wrong with them, man? don't they know it is freakingly annoying?

2. another thing, still cannot figure out why some people like to tYpE LiKe tHiS and lyyykkk diiiss (another example would be 'euu', 'mi ishhh', etc..) i dunno how they manage to do it without making their fingers tired. it is tiring, i can say.. imagine, you have to press the shift button on and on, and type the word at the same time. whew! why can't they just type normally? or is it i am the one who is a bit abnormal? hmm..

anyway..
yesterday was teachers' day celebration!
yayy! haha..
watched some parts of the concert.
the performances put up by the teachers were nice!! (:
so were the students! hehe..

hmm..
his body had been sent back to his home country.
well, i just pray that he will find peace up there.
i will miss you...

~ life is precious, so are friends.. please treasure them ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
11:27 PM<3
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