stuck with my
dear written report, econs essay, maths tutorial and the thought of 155photo frames.
great.
am not trying to complain, but sharing what am having right now.
duh.
and to make the matter worse, am
BROKE. yes,
B-R-O-K-E! and i will be until the allowance from moe comes.. which is around first week of term 4. nice try! how to survive with only $20? somebody tell me how, pls.
anyway, heh
kuda! your life is so nice already kie! lols.. your parents just visited you last month, then they came again two days ago.. wahhh, so nice.. lols.. means, i can have my caramel frappucino, right? lols.. *hint hint!*
hmm.. must start mugging from now on! hehe..
promo is just 4weeks away.. die! shucks.
it's not that i didn't put in effort, it's just that the effort put in is simply inversely proportional to the outcome, aka the result i got. sigh.
kickie!
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it makes me think: why on earth some of us need to study so hard, achieve awards here and there and graduated from the super prestigious university if in the end [for the girls] only end up in the kitchen, cooking for your family or waiting for your dear husband to come home and [for the guys] cannot find any work that you are desired for?
however, i cannot deny that higher education and paper qualifications are so darn important in this life, well, at least that is what according to the society nowadays. trust me.
another thing. hmm.
how would you feel when your partner is more academically-inclined than you are? well.. personally, i would feel quite inferior to him. that is what i can think of, in an instant. if i think it deeper, actually it does not really matter as long as he is supportive enough =)
taken from personal experience,
HE was less academically-inclined than me, frankly speaking. when it
came to examination, he
would seek for help in panic. as in, help from someone who
could teach him some of his weaker subjects, e.g: physics and maths. well, since he
was one of my precious then, of course i took initiative by offering help in order for him to pass (with flying colours). i
did help him. however, last year, i just
found out that he
was actually feeling like a loser because he
thought that he
sucked at academic matters and he
was also saying that everything
would be very easy for me since i
was more academically-inclined than him.
well, life is not always like what you want it to be. i used to believe that hardwork pays off and you can do anything you want as long as you put in your utmost effort. hmm.. now i need to modify it a bit.. it is true that hardwork pays off.. but we also need luck in our lives. hardwork without luck is just like coffee without sugar. you can choose whether to drink a bitter coffee or sweetened one. same goes to hardwork and luck. well, it is just an ambiguous analogy, i can say.. =)
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anyway.. it is already 0134 now. i need to get some sleep. YES, sleep! haha.. okay, i shall end off here.. bye-
~ you don't know me, you don't even care ~
..waiting for my rocket to come at..
12:09 AM<3
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