ain't gonna show no weakness
i'm gonna smile and tell the whole world i'm fine
i'm gonna keep my senses
but deep down when no one can hear me
baby, i'll be crying for you

((why do i love you-westlife))

hmm..
well..
it represents me well.
yeah.

hmm..
just reached hostel, gala dinner.
performed mass dance.
totally was not in the mood of mass dancing.
until mr tan, amira, bryan and esther kept reminding me to smile(:
haha..
ohwell..
the performance went well
people there were emotionally high.

hmm.
tomorrow going to meet cencen and bella.
excited. hehe.
long time never meet them(:
esp cencen.
it's been 4 or 5 years since the last time i met her hehe..

hmm.
why is this happening to me?
again.
shucks.
i've been anticipating.
sensing this since dunno when.
but it still happens.
oh my.
i admit my instinct is damn good.
great.
what should i do now?
stay on or giving up?
dammit.

~ it hurts me so, even to see your eyes ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
12:31 AM<3
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