seriously hate this.
and that matters really adds up the numerous problems in my life.

sometimes i just wish that i can die at this instant.
so that i can be free.
so that i can care for nothing.
so that i will not have to disappoint anyone.

and sometimes, i wonder.
would they even be crying if i died?
would they even feel sad?
would they even care?
or..
would they rather be jumping in joy to receive that piece of news?
would they rather be faking all theirs tears and sadness?

we'll never know.
or i would rather say..
i will know the answer when the day comes.

sigh.
dun mind me.

Listening to: SUM 41 - Pieces

~ that i am better off on my own ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
11:38 PM<3
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