okay, for this particular post, allow me to post in my very own language(:

semalem temen lama gw, venny, nginep di kamar kosan gw yg kecil kayak kandang bebek tapi super cozy abis :D
reason?
pacarnya, rikky, punya bokap lg diopname di RS Siloam..
saya doakan agar: get well soon =)

trus ngobrol2 ampe jam 12an, eh, koq ngantuk yahh, yaudah sambil tidur2an, trus kita sambil ngobrol2 ampe mw ketiduran..
surprisingly kita ngobrol lanjut ampe jam 3.30..
kalo ga inisiatif untuk tidur, gw rasa kita bisa ngobrol ampe pagi menjelang lagi hehe..
apa aja yg diobrolin?
BANYAK BANGET.
and most of them itu adalah flashback memori2 di masa lalu (:
kita saling mengupdate satu sama lain dengan kabar2 terbaru dan cerita2 lama yg belum sempet di ekspose ke satu sama lain..
gile itu beneran uda kayak bliss banget buat gw :)
i seriously am grateful for having such a friend like her(:

ampe pada suatu topik itu nyangkut ke si teman.
when i think about it (now), i seriously think i was damn silly.
and i guess i think i deserved it.
=(

which brings me to my second point which is to update the teman tentang hidup.
dan gw ngerasa miris aja begitu baca sms.
a kind of strange feeling.
it just feels somewhat overwhelming.

gw lg demen shuffle library itunes gw.
dan that explains kalo misalnya lo liat gw lg dengerin lagu2 aneh, gw pun kadang2 ga tw apa.
amzingly, lagu2nya yg bermain model-modelnya nidji's sudah ato samson's luluh.
wad?
artinya?
bukan, gw bukan jadi emo.
tapi gw jadi ngantuk.
sementara tugas gw belom beres.
okay, where do my resolutions go to?
shit.

and anyway, am actually kinda hopeless and clueless about certain things.
i dunno.

mid-semester papers are coming in one week time.
dang!

Listening To: Ryan Cabrera - True

~ i've waited all my life to cross this line, to the only thing that's true.. so i will not hide, it's time to try anything to be with you ~

..waiting for my rocket to come at..
1:11 AM<3
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